When will this be Over??? Where's Father Christmas???
Sometimes, I just want to stop time and take a break from life. It seems like the only concern I have right now are my academic and org activities. Nothing else matters. School is giving me a hell right now. Instead of Hell Week, I'm experiencing Hell Month. To top it all off, my weekends aren't adequate enough to make me well-rested for the upcoming weeks. I'm overloaded with work that I wish I could walk away from school work and just rest even for a while. I don't want to study anymore. I'd rather participate in my school orgs and work from day til night than study any further! Some profs just don't understand that we have other homeworks/prior commitments besides their own subjects. I don't understand why no one would dare complain to the prof when we're given too much assignments. It's time I stand up for my rights!
What's even worse is that I have to drive to school all on my own, which makes it even more stressful when I lack sleep. One time (this was right after law class... 6-9 pm), while I was in EDSA driving home from school, I got so drowsy that I didn't hit the breaks on time to stop my car from hitting the sedan in front of me. I knew I was in trouble then and there, but I wasn't alert and awake enough to know what was actually happening. The unfortunate man who owned the sedan got out of his car and checked how much damage I've caused. I even opened my window a little bit and asked, "Malaki ba ang tama?" I mean, what else was I supposed to say? I was a little out of my mind, I guess. And I didn't know what to think. I had a lot of things on my mind and that must have partly caused the mishap. Fortunately for me, his car didn't suffer any scratches and the good man was kind enough to let me go. I sincerely (well for me it was sincere enough...I just yelled "sorry" out the window) apologized to the mister as he was about to get inside his car. Weird really, coz the first thought that came into my mind as I hit the sedan was, "OMG. Anung oras na kaya ako makakauwi nito?" Hello. My mind's so preoccupied with stuff that all that matters now is my precious time!
Mister, whoever you are, I'm so sorry for ruining your day.
Let's hope this'll never happen again. I've had enough. HAHA. :P
{/8/28/2006 09:53:00 PM}
Waiting for you is like waiting for the rain in this drought- useless and disappointing.
